I just wanted to wish everyone and their families a very Merry Christmas. I hope its filled with joy, laughter and harmony for you all.

- Powder

Hello loyal readers!

Just wanted to let you know that my schedule has been jammed packed, hence the lack of updates. I should return to blogging soon.

Stay tuned. Have some announcements coming about the upcoming AEE show and my website.

- Powder

Its been a good week so far in my end of the world. I had a job interview and a meeting on Monday. The job interview went well and the meeting was an interesting experience.

I was approached last week by an investor looking to start up another KSEXradio or RudeTV type of internet station. I agreed to meet with him on Monday to hear what they purpose. My expectations were pretty low, as this was the third person who’s spoken to me about this type of project, since RudeTV went on hiatus. Right now in our economy, everyone is scrambling to find revenue. Some are trying to maintain their current extravagant lifestyles, while others are just trying to survive.

Then there are those who are coming from the mainstream world and trying to get into adult. The investor was one of those. It never ceases to amaze me, how many mainstream business men want to jump into the world of adult, thinking its going to be easy money. Several of these men, want to use their investment into adult, as a status symbol to show how “hip” or “cool” they are. Five minutes into our meeting, I could tell the investor was one of the status symbol seekers.

It boggles my mind how someone who is successful in the mainstream world of business, can be so clueless when it comes to running an adult business. He was completely shocked when I told him the amount of time and money he would have to invest in to a stream live internet station. When I asked him about showing me an outline or a business plan, he looked at me like a deer in headlights. “Put money into it and see what happens” is NOT a business plan.

After destroying his dreams of being “cool” over the next hour, we finally parted ways. He seemed to have a better understand and respect for the adult industry as a business but, only time will tell.

Tuesday, I was invited down to the TSRnetwork for an interview on the Porno Babble with Porno Bobbie show. I arrived around 5:30pm and spoke with Rev Mel (who owns the station) for a bit. Soon, Porno Bobbie and Kelly Shibari arrived to begin setting up for the broadcast.

The theme of the show was about porn blogging. The show started at 6pm and I was the first guest of the night. I spoke at length about getting into the business, my take on state of the industry today and being a blogger in the world of adult.

Steve Nelson creator of AINews.com was the next guest. Steve gave his insight into reporting on the news side of the industry and running a adult news sites as apposed to a adult gossip site.

The final guest for the night was transsexual performer Mia Isabella, who was a big hit with the TSR chatroom. Mia seemed a bit shy at first but, quickly came out of her shell as the show went on. Mia spoke about her sexual preferences and her new DVD, “Want Some Honey?”.

After the show ended, we took a few group pictures and went our separate ways. It was a fun show and everyone had a good time. Porno Babble with Porno Bobbie is 6pm to 7:45pm PT every Tuesday night on TSRnetwork.com.

I was off to Porn Star Karaoke at Sardos next. I arrived about 9:45pm. Tony Batman and his new squeeze, Schevelle were standing out front. After catching up with Tony and meeting Schevelle, I went inside Sardos to sit down for a bit. Tony Bones was sitting in his normal space, waiting for other to arrive. Saw the ravishing Nicki Hunter, who told me of the extremely long day she had. She never stops working.

The amazonian goddess Angela Aspen, who was co-hosting with Batman and Schevelle was in the “vip” section, speaking with Tod Hunter. A pleasant surprise was running into Raven and James from Striptaculous.com. I had spoken to Raven over twitter and didn’t have any idea she and James would be at PSK. It was nice to meet both of them in person.

I wandered outside after socializing, to be greeted by Lord Blu. With him was Sexy Vanessa aka Vanessa Bella, a well known MILF porn performer, who I knew from clips we had shown on RudeTV in the past. Vanessa and I ended up hanging out most of the night and talking about various happenings in the adult industry. Male talent, Dino Bravo soon joined us to hang out and catch up as well.

Both Monstar and Jeff Mullen stopped by PSK to see what was going on and were soon followed by Lucky Starr, Jeremy Steel and Magdalene St. Michaels.

My eyes were starting to get a bit heavy so I started to make my way around Sardos and said my good byes. I walked with Lord Blu and Vanessa to their car, making small talk in the cool night air. It had been a good night with good people and I was feeling content, as I made my way home to end my night.

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Porno Babble with Porno Bobbie on TSRnetwork.com

Mia Isabella, Porno Bobbie, Steve Nelson & I

Bobbie setting up and Kelly Shibari running the show

Porn Star Karaoke at Sardos

Nicki Hunter, Angela Aspen, Sexy Vanessa

Tony Batman & Schevelle, Raven & James, Lucky Starr & Jeremy Steel

Konnie, Gordon & Monstar, Angela Aspen & Sexy Vanessa

Last night was absolutely overwhelming and amazing. I wasn’t prepared for the amount of people who came out to PSK last night to help celebrate my birthday. They packed the place to the brim and I am very thankful and humbled by the turn out.

I’ll be posting a full recap later this week but, I wanted to thank everyone who came out last night.

Nicki Hunter, Seymour Satin, Roxanne Hall, Luther King, Claudia Valentine, Kitten, Mark Davis, Angelina Armani, Monstar, Angel Vain, Lynn LeMay, Rachel Love, Tee Reel, Cherry Ferretti, Tex, PSK originator Konnie, Brittany Blaze, Angela Aspen, Tod Hunter, Cece Stone, Ariella Ferrera, Devon Savage, Domenic Kane, Gram Ponante, Chastity Lynn, Scott Lyons, Raquel Sieb, Marcus London, Derrick Pierce, Vanessa Blue, Michael Fattorosi, Tony Bones, Victoria Norton, Lucky Starr, Jeremy Steele, Steve Nelson, Stunning Summer, Magdalene St. Michaels, James Bartholet, Harley Fires, Adie Fires, Baadmaster, Tucker, and Bobby Vegas.

Thank you all for coming out and helping celebrate.

BURBANK, Calif. – Powder (no last name necessary), has been a mainstay of the adult industry in Porn Valley for years, first as a tech then host/personality at KSEXradio, then at RUDE TV. His cheerful manner and constant professionalism has made him an esteemed colleague and friend too many adult industry professionals, and he’ll be celebrating his 38th birthday at Porn Star Karaoke at Sardo’s Grill & Lounge this Tuesday, November 10.

Powder (www.powderxxx.com) has been in the industry since 2004 hosting such shows as “Pinky and The Geek” with porn star Heather Pink on KSEXradio, “Color Blind” with Mya Mason, and “Smell My Finger” on RudeTV.

Powder will be celebrating his birthday with our beautiful weekly hostess Nicki Hunter. Nicki can be heard weeknights co-hosting “Night Calls” with Christy Canyon from 4-7 p.m. PDT on Playboy Radio, channel 99 on Sirius and XM. Nicki was named Female Performer of the Year by the X-Rated Critics Organization in 2006 and is also directing for Meanbitches.com, thevenusgirls.com and DeviantDavid.com

A large turnout of adult performers and other colleagues have said they will be there for the festivities, including Ginger Lynn, Kitten, Lynn LeMay, India Summer, Roxanne Hall, Chastity Lynn, Cherry Ferretti, Roxanne Bliss, Brittany Blaze, Lucky Starr, Julie Simone, Jessica D’Vine, Natasha Skinski, Scarlett Fay, Brenda James, Darryl Hanah, Kelly Shibari, Erica More, Carrie Ann, Erica Lauren, Cece Stone, Magdalene St. Michaels, Shannon Kelly, Luther King, Scott Lyons, Jack Lawrence, Domenic Kane, Jack Fountain, Chris Cannon, Jeremy Steele, Steve Nelson from AINews.com, Gram Ponante from gramponante.com, James Bartholet, Tony Bones, Eve Batelle, Master Liam, Alice White, Ogre and The Pope from Dungeoncorp.com and more confirmations are still coming in!

Since its start in July 2003, Porn Star Karaoke has become the longest-running ongoing weekly event in the history of the adult business. Porn Star Karaoke is open to the public as well as to members of the adult industry.

Admission, 21 and older with photo ID, and parking are free.

Sardo’s Grill and Lounge is located at 259 N. Pass Ave in Burbank, Calif.
Porn Star Karaoke starts at 9 p.m. For more information, visit the Sardo’s website. Adult industry professionals are encouraged to reserve tables, especially this week. Reservations are held until 10:30 p.m. For reservations or other information email mail@sardosbar.com.

This past week has been a busy one. As with everyone in the adult industry and due to our economy, I’ve been looking to take on as many projects as I can to earn money. Most of the projects haven’t come through yet with people wanting me to work for them for free with the standard industry promise of “You’ll make money… eventually”.

“Eventually” doesn’t pay the rent. I’ve passed on those offers. If someone has a serious paying job position to offer, I’m all ears.

One of the offers I did take was to work with LeMayzing Pictures again. I’ve agreed to take over and maintain the LeMayzing Clips Store on Clips.com for a cut of the profits. New scenes have been added all week with at least one new scene to be added daily.

Quick shout out to Kelly Shibari who has been a big source of knowledge with tips on content for different clips sites. We ended up discussing Web 2.0 and other geek chatter. I may end up redoing powderxxx.com AGAIN to be Web 2.0 compliant.

I’ve also agreed to help arrange content shoots for LeMayzing Pictures between performers. The performers get to use LeMayzing’s location, equipment and crew in exchange for permission for LeMayzing Pictures to use the footage. So far its worked out well as there were a couple scenes shot this past week.

Tuesday, I picked up Brittany Blaze around 12:30pm for her content exchange with male performer Jon Jon. I also got a chance to meet the all natural beauty Becca Blossoms in person for the first time. She and I had spoken a few times over myspace and she also has worked for Naked Chat Live, my weekend job. She is down to earth, easy to talk with but, very business oriented. She definitely knows what she wants.

I also met male talent, Domenic Kane who is just getting back into the business after a small break. Nice guy from Boston and an avid sports fanatic.

The busty blond dynamo, Rachel Love also made an appearance at the location, soon after I arrived. She is a tease to the Nth degree but, its all done in good fun.

Pretty girl pictures were up first. Brittany has several different outfits to try out. The LeMayzing photographer Eddie Garcia, knows how to choose the right lighting and poses for each girl he shoots. Brittany and he had a great time and they took close to 1400 photos by the time the session had finished up.

There was a small break in between pictures and the shoot, as Jon Jon was held up on personal business for a few hours. Lynn LeMay and I got a chance to catch up a bit and she showed me her new blog at lemayzingpictures.com. Lynn is slowly embracing blogging and is writing all the blogs herself on the new site.

Once Jon Jon arrived, he and Brittany spoke about the set up for the scene they both needed for the respective use. They agreed on a bedroom scene where Brittany was sneaking Jon Jon into her room. The scene went well and Brittany even did an extra boy/girl scene with Domenic Kane later that night.

Unfortunately I couldn’t stick around for that scene, as I had been feeling wiped out the last couple of days.

I spoke to Brittany, Lynn and Eddie the next day and they were all extremely pleased with the content shoot.

Thursday was the next content exchange. Stunning Summer was the scheduled shoot for the day. I’ve known Summer for well over a year on a personal level and I’m glad to hear she moved back to the west coast. Her content partnet for the day was Scott Lyons, a rock solid male performer.

I arrived to the LeMayzing set and was immediately greeted by Summer. Was great to see her in person after so long. She was already discussing the upcoming pretty girls and scenes with Lynn and Eddie when I walked in. As they spoke, I chatted with both Becca Blossoms and Domenic Kane for a bit, then settled in to working on the LeMayzing Clips Store.

I could hear both Eddie Garcia and Stunning Summer laughing and having a great time while shooting the pretty girls and there was an upbeat mood that seemed to permeate the entire house that day.

Scott Lyons Arrived later in the day with the lovely Chastity Lynn in tow. Chastity was one of the hosts of “Toyz 4 Twats” on RudeTV before the hiatus and was always in a infectious energetic fun mood when she came in the building. We exchanged big hugs and caught up on how we each had been doing these past weeks. I hope to see more of Chastity and Scott more often now that I’m going to be partnering with LeMayzing again.

Domenic Kane was kind enough to treat everyone to some pizza during a break as we all sat and swapped various stories about the industry. Once again, I couldn’t stick around for that scene as I had a meeting that night (another promised “project” that turned out to be a busy) so, I said my goodbyes to the talent and crew.

I managed to snap a few BTS pictures during both days the content shoots for your viewing pleasure.

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- Tuesday -

Brittany Blaze, Becca Blossoms & Domenic Kane

During pretty girls with Eddie Garcia & Brittany Blaze

More stills, Becca Blossoms, Lynn LeMay & Rachel Love

Jon Jon doing paperwork, Jon Jon & Brittany waiting to start.

- Thursday –

Stunning Summer, Eddie Garcia & Lynn LeMay, group shot

During pretty girls with Eddie Garcia & Stunning Summer

Chastity Lynn, Becca Blossoms during pretty girls stills

This past Friday October 9th, I attended the combined birthday parties of porn star Hunter Bryce and personality James Bartholet. The event was put on by King Ryan and Immoral Productions and was held at Joseph’s Nightclub in Hollywood.

I started the night off, by deciding to take the Metro Red Line into Hollywood, to avoid the traffic and gouging costs that parking lots love to pump up on the weekends. It was an easy ride into Hollywood and Vine, with a lot of interesting people to behold, as they made their way into the cool night air. Once off the Metro subway, I made my way from Hollywood and Vine to Ivar St.

Joseph’s Nightclub is a smaller club, with a good size cover outdoor area with the inside divided between two midsized rooms. One room is the bar and the other a dance floor with booths on ether side.

When I first walked in to the club, I spied, the always entertaining Anita Blue, Chris Charming and the stunning Katja Kassin conversing. After saying hello and speaking with Anita for a bit, I found the Chorizo Brothers setting up their equipment for interviews.

Industry photographer Rick Garcia and I spoke briefly about the upcoming red carpet when, King Ryan wandered out from the Bar area to say hello. Porno Dan soon followed and a several female porn performers joined him, including Ruby Rayes, Amy Brooke and Mallory Rae.

Ruby Rayes and I had spoken via text before but, this was out first meeting in person. A fun high energy girl to speak with. Loves to give hugs, which I readily accepted. Amy Brooke and I met previously at RudeTV. We made a bit of small talk, catching up on what we’d been up to in our lives.

From there, I spoke to newcomer Mallory Rae, who really impressed me as we spoke. We discussed being new in the industry and how so many new performers come into the business without a direction. Mallory has a plan for herself, both while in the industry and for when she decides to exit. She was a pleasure to speak with.

Angel Vain, who I’d met previously, walked in looking busty and beautiful as always. She has natural classic pin up look, which tends to come through on almost every picture she takes. Director and performer Eric John arrived with several ladies in tow, including a lovely slender brunette named, Danica Dillan.

The outdoor area of the club began to fill out quickly, as both industry and mainstream people arrived. Marco Banderas walked in with his date and his mother, I believe. They were followed by Tommy Gunn, ebony goddess Misty Stone, the super busty Sierra Skye and the ravishing Eve Batelle.

Eve and I spent some time discussing her move into fetish modeling, as well as other upcoming projects. It was great to see her out in public after quite some time. She is good people.

Lori Pleasure and her husband, both of whom I hadn’t seen since the XRCO Awards after party arrived and to the crowds delight, she was wearing almost next to nothing. She had to be careful where she walked, lest she step on a few male admires tongues that were hanging out of their mouths.

Next, the always hilarious Brittany Blaze soon made her normal grand entrance and immediately captured the attention of the red carpet photographers in her skimpy outfit. She spent much of her time shooting footage of the event, on her camcorder to put up her Youtube channel at http://www.youtube.com/brittanyblazexxx

Finally, the guests of honor arrived as Hunter Bryce and James Bartholet made their entrance into the club, bringing an entire entourage with them. Among the group were, Kagney Linn Karter, Jack Lawrence, Angelina Valentine and Shawna Lenee. The red carpet became a flurry of flashbulbs as each girl tried their best to make love to each camera.

During the chaos of the guests of honor red carpet feeding frenzy, Regan Reese donning very sexy glasses, made her way through the crowd. Soon Jessica Bangkok with Alyssa Reece also joined the fun.

The steady stream of industry talent never seemed to let up as the busty British beauty Sophie Dee, Lee Bang, Adam Wood, Coach Eddie, The Original Tommy Gunn, Zoe Holloway, Nick Manning and all star AVN photographer Gia Jordon arrived.

After chatting with Lori Lust and Craig Stevens, I noticed the hands on my wrist watch were coming close to midnight and with work on the horizon this weekend, I decided to call it a night. I made my way around the now hot and crowded room to wish everyone well.

After the good byes were over, I walked toward the entrance and ran into male performer Alec Knight on my way out. After a quick exchange of pleasantries, I began my journey down Ivar toward the Metro Red Line, the cool breeze of the night air pushing me along, as I brought my evening adventure to a close.

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Katja Kassin & Anita Blue, Ruby Rayes, Mallory Rae

Red carpet group shot, Sierra Skye, Ruby Rayes & Amy Brooke

Angel Vain, Danica Dillan & Eric John, Tommy Gunn & King Ryan

Amy Brooke & Porno Dan, Mallory Rae, Misty Stone

Angel Vain poses, Amy Brooke, The Chorizo Brothers & Brittany Blaze

Sophie Dee, Zoe Holloway, Jessica Bangkok & Alyssa Reece

Guests of honor Hunter Bryce & James Bartholet arrive

Regan Reese, Ruby Rayes, Hunter Bryce & Jack Lawrence

Random party pictures

And finally Mallory Rae in my favorite picture from the night.

Last night the beautiful Tanya Tate sponsored Porn Star Karaoke at Sardo’s Grill and Lounge in Burbank. I arrived a few minutes shy of 10pm. Nicki Hunter, the host of the evening, was already working to pump up the room. Sitting in the upper VIP section, were a strong showing of industry performers as Tanya Tate, Ann Marie Rios, Victoria Lawson, Allie Haze, Marcus London and Devon Lee were all sitting together, conversing.

I was taken by surprise when Rude.com’s Trinity Saij pounced and hugged me hello. I hadn’t seen her in quite sometime and it was a pleasant surprise to have her at PSK. Lord Blu and Tony Bones were also there and shared a booth with her. After a bit of small talk with Trinity (and many welcomed hugs from her), I sat and spoke with Ann Marie Rios for a bit.

The next surprise came in the form of Stormy Daniels making an entrance into Sardos. I was a bit shocked to see her but, she is always a welcome sight. Soon the lovely Jordan Kingsley and Tony DeSergio, followed by Tommy Gunn joined the every growing number of industry attendees.

After saying hello to several people, I made my way outside to catch up with Sardos owner, Seymour Satin. While there, I struck up a conversation with Allie Haze, who I knew from Myspace but, never spoken with before. She struck me as a fun, energetic, level headed girl and told me a little of her background. Hopefully we will keep in touch, as I took an instant liking to her.

During my exchange with Allie, Claudia Valentine arrived and I was thrilled to see her. I’ve always like Claudia and her visits to RudeTV were one of the highlights of my time there. She is one of my favorite people in or out of the business. Alec Knight and Amber Ashlee both emerged from the large parking lot and I got a chance to chat with them at separate times for a bit.

Having my fill of cool night air, I made my way back inside Sardos, just in time for a male orgasm contest. It was an interesting (and a bit disturbing) role reversal to watch the guys trying do their best fake orgasm. Tanya Tate and Ann Marie Rios judged the contest with great enthusiasm and delight.

During the contest, I hugged PSK originator Konnie and snapped away with my camera. It was at this point, that the last two nights lack of sleep began to hit me. Feeling the growing sensation of exhaustion, I decided to do one last round of pictures and call it a night. Derrick Pierce, who was a sight for sore eyes, walked into Sardos as I made my way around. I hadn’t seen him in quite some time.

Seeing familiar faces was definitely the theme of the night, as Magdalene St. Michaels arrived soon after Derrick.

My eyes were beginning to feel sore, so I knew it was time to go. I made my way around the tables and booths, shaking hands, giving hugs and saying my farewells. I strolled out into the cool night air, greeting Luther King as he made his way into Sardos. Climbing into the car, I felt spent but, happy I attended Porn Star Karaoke. After quick reflection of the night, I drove off and headed for home.

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Tanya Tate, Tanya & Allie Haze, Nicki Hunter & Ann Marie Rios

Victoria Lawson, Claudia Valentine, Trinity Saij

Stormy Daniels & friend, Marcus London & Tommy Gunn

Devon Lee, Trinity Saij & Tony Bones, Lord Blu

Amber Ashlee, Konnie, Magdalene St. Michaels

Jordan Kingsley, Tanya Tate & Allie Haze, Seymour Satin & Ann Marie

Male Fake Orgasm Contest

I know several of people have been waiting for me to post about what happened with RudeTV and get “the real story“. Well, unfortunately I have to disappoint most of you. The press release that was sent out, which you can read in my blog’s previous entry, is actually true and not some company saving face tactic. RudeTV has gone on hiatus to restructure the entire company and format.

There isn’t any big inside story or a “real story” thats behind what happened with the hiatus. RudeTV needed to be revamped, due to the current state of the online market and the economy.

Its unfortunately that it happened so suddenly but, a deadline for a decision was reached and the owners had to take immediate action.

I’ve been a victim of layoffs before, back when I worked in the corporate world and its a common practice there for such events to take place. The owners of RudeTV were porfessional enough to give severance pay to Soxxx and myself, which is definitely not common place in the adult industry.

I have nothing but positive things to say about RudeTV and have good memories to carry with me from my time working there.

On the positive side, now that I have a bit of spare time on my hands (which has been a major adjustment after working two jobs for so long), I’ve sent a lot of my time revamping Powderxxx.com. If you haven’t checked out the new layout, head on over to the site and let me know what you think. Right now most of the galleries are down as I’m redoing them from scratch.

I attended a party at Dungeon Corp this past Friday, which was a fun gathering. Saw a lot of great people there and was able to catch up on how they were doing. Kudos to Ogre and The Pope for doing an excellent job and putting on an event everyone enjoyed.

While at the party, one party goer asked (in a joking manner), “So what are you going to do now that you are back to being a nobody?“. I never rhave thought of myself as a “somebody” in the business. Just a guy, who hopefully made a good impression, was pleasant to be around and treated people right.

Joking or not, its been interesting to see who in the industry is already treating me a bit different due to my current situation. I still work at Nakedchatlive.com on the weekends and I have no plans to leave the adult business unless I absolutely have to.

I like being in the industry and the people who I’ve gotten to know over the past 5 and 1/2 years.

Speaking of plans, I’m working on launching my own adult internet based show. I’ve already had several offers for studio space and have bought my own equipment to use. If everything comes together, I’ll be making a future announcement soon with all the details.

Just wanted to end with a quick thank you to everyone who has shown love and support since they heard about the hiatus. You’re good energy and thoughts are deeply appreciated.

- Powder

Here are a few of my favorite pictures from my time at RudeTV.

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In a move engineered to both cut costs and reformat their existing broadcast schedule, RudeTV has announced plans to temporarily close their studio doors with tentative plans for re-launch in the near future.

“Due to the current financial climate, we, not unlike many other companies, are looking for ways to trim our budget while still continuing to provide quality programming to our loyal RudeTV fan community. Unfortunately, at this time that plan must include temporarily ceasing studio operations”, says RudeTV’s Marketing Director, Chandie Foster.

“We are looking forward to developing a new format for the site to provide the community and the performers an exciting new direction that we will be moving towards in the future.”

According to Foster, RudeTV.com will remain online and all archived shows will still be available for viewing. All affiliate links for RudeTV.com will redirect to our flagship website Rude.com and no affiliates will lose credit or earnings during the transition. Details on the re-launch date were not immediately available.

Originally posted on Adultfyi.com: http://www.adultfyi.com/read.php?ID=37297

This past Thursday was an interesting series of events at RudeTV.

Thursday turned into an impromptu, “Legends” night at the station. It started with Bill Margold coming in to cohost “Cavity Search” with Anita Blue. Bill invited several models of Jim South’s World Modeling (The longest running adult talent agency in the industry) to also join the show to promote his upcoming PAW Bare Bowling event.

Soon, Missy Woods arrived and was soon followed by Crystal White. Both who will be appearing at the Bare Bowling event. My first impression of Crystal White is she is a individual who marches to the beat of her own drummer.

Near the beginning of the show I received a call from Cara Lott, who was in the neighborhood and wanted to stop by. I informed her of Bill Margold’s appearance and she quickly arrived, excited to see Bill. Anita Cannibal arrived a little bit later in the hour, to sit in as the final guest.

“Cavity Search” was a frisky love fest, as everyone came together in one showing of support for Bill and to promote PAW. It wasn’t soon after Crystal, Cara and Anita joined Missy Woods on the RudeTV couch, that all the ladies went topless and began touch each other. It also didn’t take long before Cara Lott was sitting on Bill Margold’s lap, being probed by his finger.

The show went A.D.D. but, when you have frisky guests with big personalities and energy, its to be expected. Thats when it becomes the host and staffs jobs to try and keep up with the chaos. The important thing is, that it the event got promoted, the girls got naked and fun was had by all.

Next, it was my turn to host “Smell My Finger” with Roxanne Hall. My guest were supposed to be Lynn LeMay and Sierra Skye but, unfortunately they had some car trouble and were unable to make the show. Luckily I was able to reschedule them both for Tuesday, September 1st.

I asked Crystal White to stay over and to be a guest on my show, as she didn’t get to speak much during “Cavity Search“, which she agreed to do. Right before the show was to begin, Bill Margold also introduced me to legendary performer, Alicia Rio who had arrived late. I invited her to stay to be my guest on my show without hesitation.

Roxanne and I welcomed Alicia on to the show first and were thrilled to have her on. We spoke at length about how sometimes history is forgotten in the adult industry and how much can be learned from those who came before. Alicia Rio is very enthusiastic, energetic and seemed very passionate about her time in the industry. I would say more so, then some of the current crop of young performers in the business today.

Crystal White joined the show in the second hour, for her second appearance of the night. The energy in the room became wild and unpredictable with the mix of Roxanne, Alicia and Crystal on at the same time. I tried to keep the show flowing as best as possible but, sometimes you have to let the chaos happen before you can reign in the show.

Overall as with the previous show, everyone seemed to have fun, got naked and got their promo as we closed out the night.

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Missy Woods – Guest on “Cavity Search“

Crystal White – Guest on “Smell My Finger“

On Wednesdays from 7pm to 8pm PT on RudeTV.com, I’m sitting in to co-host “Reality Chexxx” with the lovely Hunter Bryce. The show is all about what goes on behind the scenes in the adult industry.

Hunter is an interesting personality to work with. She’s outspoken, aggressive and opinionated but, still very feminine and “girly”. In a short time she has embraced the hosting role and is very quickly becoming comfortable as the lead on air.

The shows have flowed well and are fairly easy to work on, as I am not having to host, just listen and respond to Hunter. It can also be a bit dangerous if I get too relaxed, I might slip and start saying a few things I shouldn’t. Overall the show has worked well in its new format and I’m very happy to have Hunter as a part of RudeTV.

Tonight, I’m back in the hosting chair for “Smell My Finger” with my cohost Roxanne Hall from 8pm to 10pm PT. Out guests are legendary pornstar Lynn LeMay and newcomer Sierra Skye. Looking forward to having them both on and it should be interesting as Lynn LeMay is my former boss at LeMayzing Pictures.

My return to the hosting chair on RudeTV hasn’t been a easy one. Some of the shows have been fantastic and fun to be a part of. Then there are the ones like last night, which want me to slam my head into the wall. It wasn’t anyone fault but my own. As the host, I drive the show and make sure all the topics are hit on. My co-host, Roxanne Hall was full of energy, we had the ultra hot Rachel Roxxx stop by before her appearance on “Dirty Divas” with Ginger Lynn so, all the elements were there for a good show.

The problem? I just couldn’t put it together and do my job last night.

About an hour into the show, my brain stopped working. I literally had nothing to say, with my mind drawing a complete blank. No one else is to blame but myself, for not being able to work through the fog. I felt like all the energy and creativity suddenly left my body. I was left with little to say and struggling for the rest of the show, even when out scheduled guest, Wanda Lust finally made an appearance (she has car issues and was late).

Even after the shows were done and we all left for the night, I still was kicking myself the whole way home. Now I’m left wondering what happened. Is it fatigue? Being over worked? Or am I simply not cut out for doing four hours of a prime time show each week? Doubt and insecurity flared up and a lot less sleep was had last night. Ah, the life of a perfectionist is not an easy one.

I spoke with a friend of mine from high school, who works in mainstream TV and radio this morning. He assured me that hosts go through these types of dry spells all the time. He reminded me to think back to other hosts I worked with, who came in with ZERO preparation and what happened when they tried to do their shows. He pointed out that I may have become to comfortable in my environment and need to challenge myself to improve and come up with new segments for the show. Most importantly, to make the show my own.

His words and advise helped quite a bit. It made me realize that I can continue to try to fill the shoes of previous hosts, or I can branch out to make my own unique mark on air.

I think its about time I did just that.

I’ve had a few people ask me recently, if porn star blogs are worth the time and effort to read. I would say yes they are. Several blogs are a look into the mind of your favorite porn star or adult personality and a lot of the time are written with real emotion behind the entries. Granted, some are used as a diary for shoots/travel and over all, most are used for promotional purposes.

Blog writing can almost be a form of therapy for some. For other blogs, its a gate way to see the emotional and mental makeup of that particular person.

My blog started off as mostly a recap of RudeTV shows and adult events. But, there is something addictive about writing a blog. When I was writing each day, if its seemed like I was going to miss an entry, I would freak out a little. There were days where the first thing I’d do is wake up, jump on the computer and start writing the days entry. Even now, months removed from regular updates, I still find myself wanting to sit down and update daily. Unfortunately time and life work against that happening.

Still, I do find the time to rummage though the internet and read a few blogs here and there. If you are looking for a peak into the life of a porn performer, then check these blogs out:

Cece Stone’s Blog: cecestone.wordpress.com

Kerry Louise’s Blog: kerrylouisexxx.blogspot.com

Alexis Golden’s Blog: alexisgoldenblog.com

Make sure to check out the XXX Blogs links on the right for other blogs to read.

Porn Star Karaoke 6 Year Anniversary, held July 21st 2009 at Sardos Grill and Lounge in Burbank, Ca and was hosted by adult star Nicki Hunter. Held every Tuesday, PSK has been the only on going weekly event for the adult industry in the SFV. Video brought to you by RudeTV.